I’ve wanted to say ‘before and after an actual relationship’, but putting that into the headline seemed inappropriate to me. I was watching Kimi ni Todoke 21, a truly d’awwing episode, and as with already three last episodes of this show I thought how different it feels to watch it after my first love happened (and failed, but that’s unimportant in this very case) from it felt before. Back then, before I fell in love the first time, watching Sawako and Kazehaya getting together while doing all the cliché things like pondering what that heart beating could mean was positively intriguing. It seemed like a far far country I would or would not visit in the far far future, with its mysteries and secrets. But now I watch this anime and think, goddamn, how fucking pity that all these things are behind. I wish those mad heart beats, those red-going’s would still be ahead. I’m not sure exactly, but I think what I’m doing here is wishing my cardio-virginity back.
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You! Don’t worry, these things will happen again and again, unfortunately. I’m not saying it becomes desensitizing, because it’s always troublesome, but it’s like an addict coming down…
Love is a Drug.
… Seeing others falling (this series), is sort of like contact-high. Great second-hand smoke is hard to come by, so enjoy it
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You’ll find another who can make you feel that way again, I’m sure. *pat pat*
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Lolorz, you just said what Yano said in Kimi ni Todoke.. T_T Thanks for the pat though~ *pats back*
Cardio-virginity…
By using a scientific term to refer to your ♥, you destroyed whatever remained of your ♥-ginity.
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